The rage of a gentle person brings the wise to his/her knees. It takes a great deal of stress to bring this otherwise gentle person to the edge of all-consuming rage. This edge is where I am able to access the truth about what’s still broken in me. It’s where I draw from within, every ounce of strength and courage to return to the path of my Soul’s Design. It’s where creativity reigns supreme. Picasso was right, “Creativity begins with destruction.” It’s precisely this breaking point at which I found myself last night. My escape to sleep was nowhere to be found. 

Panicked by fear, I returned to my bathroom mirror to look into my eyes where I’ve learned to find the answers I seek directly from my Soul. Fearing the loss of love brought me to my knees once again, begging – “WHY?” How many times do I need to go through these fr..king fear-filled episodes?

Then, I felt the the presence of my Refiners. They pressed the relief valve on my inner pressure cooker. Immediately, the oxygen of Hope and Faith and Grace filled my lungs. These Titans of Love alway shine light on the truth held in the Divine Plan for my life. “We felt that you needed yet another reminder: surround fear with the Light of Love, like we taught you. Only Love dissolves fear. And Love can never really be diminished or lost. It is endless. Perhaps at last, this Truth will penetrate every cell in your body to be a grounded Truth within you. Then, you can live fearlessly.”

Standing at my mirror always summons my Refiner’s guidance. They intervene on my behalf carrying eternal Love that overcomes ego’s attempts to dominate my being with historical fears that try to occupy my mind. True to their promises to me, my Refiners claimed another victory tonight. I felt an advanced level of Self-awareness rise within me. A new wave of Self-RESILIENCE ran through every cell in my body. I felt it radiating from me.

With expanded RESILIENCE, I’m better prepared to face further challenges by nee-sayers, internal or external to me, who attempt to have me believe that what their limited five senses tell them is real. Then, I remembered that I carry a memory: My Soul holds a Dream, The Oneness of All Things. And I’ve been blessed with the skills and energies to bring this Truth into form on Earth. And I’m not the only one.

Relieved this morning with renewed courage, I stepped into Mercury’s shoes that are certain to carry me to the fulfillment of my life’s mission, my Soul’s Design. My Refiner has prepared me to be a messenger, to tell my stories of personal transformation to shine a brilliant light on a pathway leading humanity to New Earth, where the human heart’s remembrance of Oneness is reflected in every aspect of human life and celebrated by all species.

Learning to transform ego’s fears by shining the Light of Love is a required course for all humans. Who knows, it might even work on those hell-bent on foiling the Divine Plan for our collective remembering. Based on my experience, anyone can initiate their individual course in Freedom over fear by identifying their special KEY, their Soul’s Loving Essence. Every human has their own KEY to Love. My KEY is tenderness and compassion. Then when you choose to place your KEY in the hole, turn it to the left. The door to your course in Freedom from fear opens.

Being eternally grateful for experiences of heart-wrenching fear may seem weird at first, but please, trust me. The joy you’ll experience in the end, justifies the means.

I’ve completed yet another adventure into the BlueSpace where eternal Love is available to all. Here, FEAR IS FICTION. Please consider joining me there someday where Love always dissolves fear.